Watching the Rain Fall

This sucks balls. I am in AutoCAD. It’s just been a bad last 18 hours in general. I had to go get a shot. It is the type you can feel go in and hurts like a mother. I go home and work on AutoCAD for a while before I left for chapter. Got back from chapter and worked on more AutoCAD. Couldn’t get my alignments to work and gave up after an hour Realized that the work I had done earlier for ec was now worthless becuase I some how never did one of the homeworks and I have to do that now. So I nearly cried then at my own idiocy of somehow not remembering to do the homework and not remembering it being turned in. Since I was just then remebering that it existed. So I work on the homework… long and convoluded. Got it drawn and go to insert a layout and plot and it crashed on me. Three times. Gave up went to bed, set alarms for 8:30.

Wake up. It’s 10:20. No memory of turning off any of my THREE alarms. I have missed Math Recitation. Really not doing well in Math, but have been working my butt off to get caught up and now this. I sit there and cry, call my mom and cry. And get ready and into the lab, becuase then I can at least fix my stupid AutoCAD.  I get one fixed just in time after a bit of trouble. The other I have a few minutes to do. Then it starts going bizerk. Not going to explain what happened but I eventually fixed it 20 minutes after class started. Walk to the front to hand it in and Jina (not her real name) says to me: “Next time wait til I’m done.” I understand I get it. But I am sooooo worn down from AutoCAD, math and business, then work on top of it all that all I want to do right now is cry from it all.